13 April

you know what i am so tired from all this now

all i see myself is struggling to manage college, sleep deprived and just stuck in the changes loop.

i know what i need to fix its just idk how the hell should i get time to fix that shit…

i know i need to fix sound design, work on how to make my reels more performative, color grading, get more motion design ideas. i just am not getting time to fix this.

and then all these PBLs then the exams i have. i am so cooked idk how i’ll get out from this.

all i know is, i have to.

that’s something every man face, god is testing me and i swear i wont lose